came back home for a long vacation equipped with my office portable HD. not that i am so happy to work here, but of course i have to. been pigging out, going out, meeting up, reuniting with, and sleeping in. blessings that hardly feel like blessings come and make me happy for a few hours then they convert themselves to tasks i have to face. oh well. that's how it is. not that i am not thankful, it's just that i am really really tired now most of the times. obesity. and now i am having acid reflux. so that sums it up: i have to stop eating.
full and empty, that's how it is.
sad and happy.
i ask and ask and ask and i get and i take, but it feels like nothing.