Monday, June 26, 2006

kitchen scenes. hamburger patties and eggs, sunny side up, at 3 am.
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our room is a hell hole. the house repairs reached our room. the original door will be walled up and the door moved to another part of the room. we can't sleep in our beds because the debris is everywhere. it's not just dust but tiny pieces of concrete. the mason has gone through the wall already. it really is inconvenient. ho hum. i sleep on the couch now. will be staying in the studio next week. at least, i can get away from the mess.

today, i fried 75 burgers, toasted the same number of buns and cooked 4 kilos of jumbo hotdogs. my feet hurt so much from standing up for almost 3 hours in front of the stove. my baby nephew, beans, celebrated his 2nd birthday today. they hired two clowns. the bidang clown was also the antagonist. he kept teasing a neice, making fun of her because she's really heavy. ugh, tasteless. so in any case, people of antipolo, please do yourselves a favor, don't hire clowns from hulaballoons. nasty. i am taking this personally since he kept making fat jokes. well, genetics unfortunately gave us the biggest joke. still, that's not the way to treat clients. nakakainis, actually, he was really mean to other kids as well. not wholesome, his act.

oh well, some people just don't know how to act properly.

sabagay, salbahe naman talaga ang clowns. underneath the make-up, it is evilness incarnate.

Friday, June 23, 2006

don't we feel blue today?

my head is a mess. it hurts like hell. i hate walking in UP. for the love of God, i sweat too much! i just can't bare seeing myself walking the streets of UP at this age. hey, i'm old enough to be the professor. oh, let me whine! i just need to let go of all the frustrations.

i asked my bestfriend, who also happens to move in the circle, if she ever imagined herself living an artist's life ten years ago. haha. well, seems like being a doctor or getting a white-collared job was easier to imagine. but the calling of that road is stronger. life is so hard. and bittersweet. money's scarce and you're always stressed out but at the end of the day, you are happy. i wouldn't trade that for anything.

i am trying to write 2 articles to submit to the local newspaper. but my thoughts are just too scattered to write about a single objective topic.

i get too drained. my students are obviously quite pleased that i'm back in their lives. the university however, doesn't feel the same way, i guess. and after a long day, i go clean my baby dog's cage and feed him. after that, i throw off my shoes and watch captain barbell. how amusing pa kaya can life get? naiinis na nga ako kay jackie lou blanco. buti na lang, maganda sya sa master showman, kahit walang tulugan, fresh pa din sya. i think many teachers end up as old maids because they are too tired to have a real life. and see how teachers are treated here in the counry. low wages, terrible conditions. buti na lang, i get my own fan sa school. hehe.

seriously, inspite of the fulfillment i get from teaching, i can complain pa din. mahirap talaga! kaya treat me nicely ha.

i need a massage! well, i guess i'm just getting old na. oh well, my life is really okay. i'll write about the real cause of this craziness soon. my sister wants me out of the house na. goodbye!


Monday, June 12, 2006

lazy saturday afternoon

should've slept na lang but then we had to clean my new baby dog's cage. oh yeah, i got my lab na! we named him cyrus. after kim sam soon's boyfriend weheheheh! but he looked like a cyrus eh. we can't give him a name like saber because he looks too sleepy to be sabery. we can't call him tyrel because he's too blonde. and we can't name him silas because the movie just came out. and paul bettany was way too platinum blonde in the da vinci code. so i ended up playing with my sisters. that is after cleaning the cage, okay?

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baby cyrus and mommy

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dressing up

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ali japan, japan!

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the fast and the furious. ali won.

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the beaded sandals my bestfriend's girlfriend gave me after i saved him when his tires went kaboom two sundays ago.

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them on my fat feet and black toenails.

anyway, here's my new trippy sad song. camille made me hear it.

Thursday, June 01, 2006


my cousin andrew gave me a call earlier today. i'll be getting my yellow lab hopefully on saturday! can't wait! i have no ideas for names yet, but i'm sure, when i see him, i'll find the perfect one.