Thursday, September 13, 2007

SAD and DSPS

uh oh, the months i've been dreading are coming near. it's just so funny that when the days get shorter i also get too pissy and down. maybe it's connected with my time delay. seasonal affective disorder and delayed sleep phase syndrome. haha. i diagnosed me myself. haha.
tralala-lala. in a couple of days i'll be 28. wala pa din akong wish list. i just wish that stupid kitten outside would stop meowing kasi it's already 4:50 in the morning.
ayan, puyat na ko. i can go to sleep na in a little while. ho hum. i want a vacation. a vacation from actually doing nothing. i just want to go somewhere else. i've been thinking of driving to tagaytay alone to visit a friend but i don't wanna waste money naman. i want laser hair removal. yun! haha. or tons and tons of gluthatione. and chupa chups. and my own stairmaster. a year's derma treatments and hair treatments. i want soup and crackers. i also want corn and an apple orchard. i want a huge kitchen and sharp knives. i want to go to japan and learn how to cook authentic japanese food. i want oysters and trips to the beach. i wanna go to camiguin and bohol and i wanna learn how to use a sewing machine. i want to swim with dolphins and i wanna go deep sea fishing. i wanna travel to places with weird alphabets. hehe.
nah. i only want one thing. and that's one thing i will never get.
party in my house on saturday night. tel and carlo will also celebrate their birthdays with me on the 15th. come if you want to, i won't stop you. pica pica and drinks. bring your own baon. haha.

3 comments:

russ said...

happy bday! sorry i can't make it on the 15th. have work ng 7am ng sunday. will make up to you na lang. i hope we (yosh and blythe) can give you the only thing you want that you can never have on your bday. :)

James said...

Wow from reading your blog your condition/the way you live is very much like me, I'm clutching at straws as to what's happened to me in the last few years, thinking it may be a mixture of dsps & sad, I do crave sugary/carb foods most of the time, though I don't eat that much or put weight on really. Will seeing someone about it soon hopefully, will let you know the diagnosis if I ever find one. I found this blog page which describes things pretty well, might interest you:

http://suana-ukko.blogspot.com/search?q=dsps

Hope your enjoying the onset of Summer! Take care

Anonymous said...

Wow from reading your blog your condition/the way you live is very much like me, I'm clutching at straws as to what's happened to me in the last few years, thinking it may be a mixture of dsps & sad, I do crave sugary/carb foods most of the time, though I don't eat that much or put weight on really. Will seeing someone about it soon hopefully, will let you know the diagnosis if I ever find one. I found this blog page which describes things pretty well, might interest you:

http://suana-ukko.blogspot.com/search?q=dsps

Hope your enjoying the onset of Summer! Take care James