oh no, oh no, i'm now having second thoughts. what i should really do now, i don't know.
this is so diappointing. so i'll probably get my rubbershoes and walk the dog. and later on retreat to my studio and paint. because i know, the thing that causes me the most problems is also the thing that soothes me. and then i'll read a little.
i just want to do things right. hay. my poor tired old soul.