i think i am going crazy.
i had my first major anxiety attack, monday. for all the good things that had been happening and this eerie sense of peace that filled me, i went there.
triggered by the stupidest thing of all, i was haunted by the things i should've had said and done a long time ago. but i can't bring any of them back. i guess i never will see the rewards or the consequences now.
i am not sad, nor angry. i am excited, bothered, worried, god, i don't know what exactly i am thinking of. i can't think straight. i can't even write, for god's sake.
i need help.