Friday, June 03, 2005

ang init-init lagi ng ulo ko.
i guess the weather makes it more depressing. summer's almost over. i haven't been myself lately. i guess it's quarter-life crisis. still feels like there's no way out yet. you go forward, everyday, with the same routine. and you make lame attempts to break the monotony of life. still, no success.
we might also lose our jobs. well, unless we decide to do inbound, our jobs are in danger. siguro, not really din, ako lang ang mejo nagpapalabo ng situation. i have a lot to do naman should i decide to resign first. just found out an hour ago. okay, i'll give it a month. at least, we have businesses na i can go to. ayoko na lang siguro maging bum ulit. sabi ko nga kay ate winnie, so long as i have money to pay my phone bills, buy my art materials, and buy red wine, okay na ko.
tsk tsk...eto na. i'll be going downhill na from here. mag pump attendant na lang kaya ako kay mike? haha. kung sexy lang ako, nag bold star na lang sana ako. o kaya, japayuki.
hay nako. quarter-life crisis talaga to. i will survive naman. sabi nga namin, why worry? dami namang uppers jan.
good luck sa akin.

4 comments:

coconutalk said...

grabe abba, sounds familiar.. ako din may ganyan eh. me and my ideals. hay.

abba said...

in that case, good luck sa atin lahit.

ang saya di ba?

coconutalk said...

ewan ko ba, minsan ok naman ako, monsan naman sobrang tuliro at parang hindi mapakali..

malaking HAY!

tira nalang tayo sa gubat at magtanim ng isang kamote farm. bou na rin tayo ng community don with other people like us.

abba said...

i like that idea of yours... just tell me which gubat and i'll follow where you lead...