have i mentioned that i have this thing for physical pain? oy, di self-induced bloody slicey kind of pain ha (well, not anymore! ahahaha! sick!). i used to get that from the gym everyday, like last year when i lost 27 pounds having spent mornings on this cardio machine. i really enjoyed the hectic schedule plus the hype brought about by the bruising 45 minutes of cardio excersice. but i intensely loved lifting weights, lalo na when the instructor made me cry with pain. ibang klase.
now, i can't even go to the gym and i can feel cake fill spaces in my body pa. and i look like i'm gonna burst pa ahaha! i wish i can squeeze gym back to my sched. unfortunately, i do work my butt off pa din, but the kind of pain i experience ngayon, di nakakatuwa.
i feel really sick. maybe it's age getting to me, plus the excess weight di ba? tired. extremely tired. all the joints in my body need a little wd40 siguro. time for me to attempt, attempt ha, to live a healthier kind of lifestyle. good luck.
kaya nga just kanina, i stuffed my face with mom's cholesterol clubhouse sandwiches, a free dinner plus dessert at m cafe, and a vanilla frap... ironic...