Friday, July 01, 2005

reality check

gas prices keep going up. life keeps getting harder to cope up with.
saw tinay today. missed her a lot; she's matured, too, and she looks good. saw samio, too. and eisyss and evi. and luke. nice day to be with friends. although exhausting, ayus pa din. except the part when i had to let go of the money to give to the cute choreographer...
i think, gumuho lahat ng pangarap ko. you'll know, soon. it's not the right time to talk about this.
i was talking to my sister earlier today. we talked about us having to lose weight for other people. before, we'd always say that it is not nice, not a good thing to. well, i finally said that i will try my best to, for someone, just to give it a chance. not now siguro but mga after 4 years pa, haha. but chance, as of now, that, i do not have.
chance of losing weight ba, or chance of getting my claws all over that bagong drug of choice ko.
ah basta...
Sometimes I feel so happy
Sometimes I feel so sad
Sometimes I feel so happy
But mostly you just make me mad
Baby, you just make me mad
Linger on, your pale blue eyes
Linger on, your pale blue eyes
Thought of you as my mountain top
Thought of you as my peak
Thought of you as everything
I've had but couldn't keep
I've had but couldn't keep
Linger on, your pale blue eyes
Linger on, your pale blue eyes
If I could make the world as pure and strange as what I see
I'd put you in the mirror
I put in front of me
I put in front of me
Linger on, your pale blue eyes
Linger on, your pale blue eyes
Skip a life completely
Stuff it in a cup
She said, Money is like us in time
It lies, but can't stand up
Down for you is up
Linger on, your pale blue eyes
Linger on, your pale blue eyes
It was good what we did yesterday
And I'd do it once again
The fact that you are married
Only proves, you're my best friend
But it's truly, truly a sin
Linger on, your pale blue eyes
Linger on, your pale blue eyes
pale blue eyes by velvet underground. i've been tripping on this song for quite some time now. listened to it over and over again on my way to work from antipolo. i could really relate to it, i dunno why.
hay nako. my uncle handed me a bottle of xenadrine last night. it really works for me. sana umulan ng xenadrine.
i guess i need to sleep more.

5 comments:

thinking out loud said...

i am so glad nagustuhan mo ang velvet underground. not all music lovers can dig their songs. i think people with depth are the ones who can truly appreciate vu. take it easy abs. you're always welcome here sa house whenever you feel like venting and ranting.
love you!

abba said...

thanks raens, i really am glad you are always around. i hope i can finally figure out what's wrong with me haha!

will visit you on a cool rainy night. sound trip ulit tayo kahit literock pa yan hehe...

very much loving you back...

nadine said...

so feeling mo raena person with depth ka? hmmm...

thinking out loud said...

hey nadine,
my good friend abba and i were discussing the music of velvet underground and how we connect to their songs. yes, i am a person with depth, but i don't think i owe you an explanation. why do you have to be sarcastic? i pity you. coz feeling ko you like dissing people. such a negative attitude. tsk tsk tsk...

abba said...

hey nadine,

what does it mean ba to be "deep"?

yun ba yung when you think of yourself as better than everyone else that you can give out such comments na?

shallow or deep, i don't care. we all have moments of kababawan and being deep, but one thing i can say, late nights and long weekends with raena do enlighten me.

being with her and our equally "shallow" friends take out the negative in life. now, seeing beyond what you see is "depth", my dear.